The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

给从前的爱

你语气是轻的 但意思我懂得
你转身 雨季就来临 有什么 洗不干净

对 你是对的 再牺牲 到底不值得
趁现在 友好的分开 总是好的

为何有了勇气还是不够 握紧的还是都放了手
摩擦里 一点点 一些些 消失了 相爱的理由

也取笑过他们 为何爱不持久
这一刻 我才晓得 忘记比思念更长久
我一个人走 自由了 但要往哪走
我相信 你人是好的 但那爱呢

* 为何有了勇气还是不够 握紧的还是都放了手
摩擦里 一点点 一些些 消失了 相爱的理由

# 为何有了爱却还是不够 到了手还是都松了手
生活里 一点点 一天天 没发现 牵手变对手

难道压力在推 我和你才扣紧手臂
抵抗后疲惫 反而后悔

Repeat * #

接受

彷佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底有什么内容

* 彷佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空 差点失控 回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷

# 我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头 不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动 能记得多久

myself....

As days goes by I no longer know who I was.... I have stop crying (even if I want to, no longer there is tears)... no longer am I upset... the feeling I felt everyday is totally beyond description... sad? happy?... all i know by the end of the day I feel totally tired (even though I did nothing)... months has pass me like years that slip by me... sitting here blogging only realise what have I been doing after the exam? Nothing... just sat there n stare at the computer... lie in bed rotting my days away... hoping people will pop a message or two to chat with me... slip into my depression mode once every other days....

silence... onli the sound of the mp3 playing... the silence ambience sound...the sound of the msn... the sound of the icq... the sound of the sms... the ticking of the clock... silence inside me...

lost a friend this few days.. hurt him badly... but I have no intention to do that... but nothing I could do coz I don't know what is ahead of me anymore... I could no longer give a promise... nor I want to believe in anything... for i do not know either... not sure of myself... so sorry I have to let you go even to let you hate me... for now i juz want to be like "叶子"... coz i no longer know 当初怎么开始飞翔

叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀翅膀
是落在天上的叶子天堂
原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单 是一个人的狂欢
狂欢 是一群人的孤单
爱情 原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴

Sorry... I need to find back myself... by myself... in order to see... to walk out the darkness.... is a journey I alone have to walk by myself... have to learn back myself... and is something that need time... I maybe fine from outside by i'm emotionally exhaust to the core... I too want to be happy and liveli like last time again.. and each day I'm trying to... like a baby taking its first step...